
been waiting for a long time for someone whom understand me just at the first
sight, someone whom known me better than anyone else, someone whom would give me
the answers that I craved for so long.
asked to much. But curiousity is thirstiest, isn’t it?
counting how many peoples came and go, tried to open out my (limited) mind and
persuaded me, told me that they were the same as me and I needed them as I
needed my glasses.
someone like you, she is bla bla bla …
I understand what do you feel, I also feel the same bla bla bla … You know
what? We are in one frequency bla bla bla … We are connected in a mysterious
way bla bla bla … Maybe this is the right time for me to meet you bla bla bla
… you name it Hon!
exhausted.
more than a long conversation of the topic I already knew from internet nor the
book I finished while eating, I lost my appetite when they repeated my words as
they own it. The fact, I loathed the way they pretend I don’t know what they
are talking about, seems I watching how to serve Indomie on Youtube.
has had everything, so please give me something that Google hasn’t had.
could they think I could trust someone just by their words or because we
connected (as they said) in mysterious way, such an accidentally meet on the
perfect time. Come on guys …
appreciated how they tried to made me felt so special, a rare items on online
games, a limited edition type or one in a million of minions. They wish me wanted
them as they wanted me, mesmerized me by a chance of discovering an astral
world that I’m not really intresting about.
time, I might always locked my lips like a silent readers on social media
timeline, always shown a little interesting to every hints that leads me into a
tricky conversations, always looking so bored to every conversation we had been
through. Because I knew, playing dumb is the quickest way to end those
meaningless conversations.
there, waiting patiently for me to share my (other) mind, even sometimes they
pointly toward asking. Actually, I don’t mind as long as I want to, not because
to … So, the problem is, I still looking for that on.




































